I ve met someone. we ve been talking for a while...only by phone or messenger..he s so nice and fun and always makes me laugh, he s just like you! Physical:tall,not so dark hair...though he hasn't you'r blue eyes..and the sound of his voice,his ideas, his concern about me, the way he makes me feel when we're talking..(I m just me..and my "naked" soul, not affraid of saying something worng, talking silly things,also he started to restore my selfconfidence!)  always being tender. .he resembles so fking much with you..Btw, he's almost your age, he's a working guy, has a regular job and he also started a business out of his hobby.
    And I got this problem here... I don t know if I don't want to met him personal and get involved because I'm scared of being hurt or because I think about him like he s an extention of you and I m affraid of messing thing up the same way I did with you...or simply because the whole thing seems" too good to be true"
  It's kind of strange that after all this time I started to thing about you and I finally realized what we could have had even if at that time I didn't believe you and it took me so long to figure out about my feelings..

"so now that you re far and away i m sending a letter today"